If anyone is guilty of anything tyrese it’s only me. Being your god mum means the absolute world to me it always has done. From the very first moment I met you all I knew you would all be special to me. But I could have been there more I could have done more for you. I always tried to be there, I came to see you the night before you went in to the army. I was so very proud of the man you was becoming. I wish I could go back and be someone better for you. Yes I do have the guilt the heartbreak that I will never get that chance. I just hope you knew how much I loved you and fault of you. This past 8 months has been nothing but hell, I’m not as strong as I used to be, I put on a face and be the strong one for everyone else but inside I’m crumbling every minute of the day. I’m sorry I wasn’t the best. I hope one day we get to start all over again. The memories I do have I hold very close to my heart and I always will. Love you always 💙💔