Tyrese, I ordered you a Christmas tree today, I just saw it and thought of you. I was lucky as I had got to spend so many years celebrating Christmas with you, your brothers and your mum and this year I know it will be different for all of us that was in your lives and watched you grow up to the handsome cheeky lad that everyone loved and all I keep thinking about is that it will be so hard for your family. No-one can ever come close to the way that they are feeling but I want you to know that I do miss and think of you and I loved the fact I was your God mum xxxx