Not a day goes by where we don’t think about you or your name isn’t mentioned. Teddie talks about you a lot which I love but Riley struggles to hear, he misses you so much and still can’t get his head around that he’ll never see his little brother again, I wish I could take his pain away but even that wouldn’t help as it’s not bringing you back💔 the days drag but times going so fast, only feels like yesterday we were sat by your side in hospital. I would put my hand on your chest and feel your heart beat and I will never get over that feeling of you not being there but your body was and you just looked like you were sleeping and not been in a horrific incident😭 I just wanted to shake you and tell you to open your eyes!! The constant sick feeling and dred to wake up and think about another day and going on as if everything is normal but we’re living in a nightmare. Things have been so bad since that night Ty. I really hope your at peace and are happy up there, you’ll live on in our hearts ans we’ll never stop speaking of you, even if it hurts💔 keep partying boy xx